family

mane i gotta go to NY this weekend
smh
and i dont wanna go
i mean yea it will be nice to my family and my baby cousin
but i kno that its gonna be some drama like always
cause it my grandma b-day party and wen my uncle get drunk he acts up
start cursn everybody out hollering and just piont blank being very vociferious
and i kno that they gonna have something smart to say about my bright candy-apple red hair
and since im getting my nose pierced this week thy gonna have something to say bout that to
and me being me im get mad and get a nasty attitude
so what i dont understand is why take a 5-6 hour drive
when i can experience all this being at home in VA sleeping in my own bed

ADIOS

im finally don with this cat
it hurt me so much and it was hard
but eh
i had to do what i had to do
he wont tryna commit to me
and was just tryna use me for his entertainment
and im NO niggas entertainment
so he got the boot
and ima let him know once dont contact me
and t-mobile will be blocking his ass

but now it feels so good to have weight lifted off my shoulders
that i feel like i can just breathe
with no problems without stressing