so im laying in the bed thinking bout him. The way he do, his style, his"swagga", the way he carry himself and just basically everything bout him but for some reason he "got" me. maybe its the way he looks at me,talks to me etc. i dont know...to bad i cant actually say that he's mine...
but the question i ask myself is why is it so hard (this whole cakin thing) and i just wish that i didnt feel for him this much. im mean damn im feeling him more than i did any of my ex's and he he aint even my man....

wats a girl to do