replaceable

I'm so over u
u playing games telling me this and that
making me feel like damn
its my fault when it's not
one minute u telling me u wanna move to be with me
now you on some other shit
talking bout u don't really wanna move but you would for me
and i think thats a bunch of bull shit now that i think about it
I'm not gonna make u move here if thats not what u really wanna do
you will be miserable so u can just stay there
and i'll stay here n find me somebody that will treat me the way i should be treated cause what you wont do for me somebody else will

so now i can take a deep breath and relax and go and do me
and know that i lucky have someone in my life that care about me and helped me realize what i need to do THANKS KRYSTAL AND MOCHA

but on a good note,
I'm SOOOO happy for my best friend
she is so happy with who she has in her life
and im so happy for the both of y'all that it makes me wanna cry like a big baby

and tomorrw is my bday so ima eat eat and eat some more
im so happy ima finally be 19 with my standards upgraded
so now i jus need someone to be upgraded with